June 5, 2011

i love re-reading my sparse blog

Posted in Daily at 2:11 am by llinggg

SO SILLY! Blogging is archaic compared to tweeting and tumblr-ing. I already have and do not maintain my blog so there’s really no point to start on anything else. But when i do read my blog, i’m grateful that i did take time to put down things i found super interesting into this space. Somewhere down my main page, it says, Love because it is the only true adventure. (: If i didn’t blog it, i would have forgotten all about it and that would be a shame.

I do miss writing. I miss reading! I haven’t been reading fiction cause well i’ve been trying to keep abreast to the news and read economic and investment articles HAHA man, it isn’t going well but i must try, i am going to be 22 this year. I don’t believe it myself, i still feel no different from 16 or perhaps 6 sometimes. It confuses me how i can let myself be so frivolous and carefree in such an intense world.

I’ve been opened up to the world of war journalism recently (i realised how ill-informed i was about the war in Afghanistan, Iraq, Israel and felt quite ashamed of myself) It is truly incredible what these people do, and the faith that they have in delivering as much of reality as possible to the public.  There are so many people like this doing such difficult things as daily JOBS. Hence, i feel quite responsible to inform myself and absorb like a sponge the knowledge that these people have created. But there isn’t enough time! and i love the big bang theory too much to not watch it and ROFL.

SO HOW!

One more thing, i’m also trying to start preparing for my official steps into adulthood i.e first full time job, first paycheck, first rented room (hence the futile attempts to read grown-up stuff!) [see what i mean by there's not enough time!!] It is still a year away but i need to start thinking about what i need to do in the coming days to ease the transition as much as possible. hall has been good to me, gave me things i will love for life (: but sadly i have outgrown this room, i want things it cannot provide for me now but i feel melancholic about leaving it entirely.

Anyway, i’m trying to sort myself out more, there’s so much room for improvement. this blog itself is scattered exactly like my scattered brain. if i blog more, it wouldn’t come out like this, but this will have to do. Must go compartmentalize my life now, my brain has been on happy lala mode for too long. it’s like i’m on standby for what i don’t know.

(feel quite hungry after typing all those words. maybe i’ll eat before i go and change my world. )

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